Scary

This semester subject is so scary for me

I don't know since when I have this kind of feelings

I don't know I can stand for how long

It is really difficult

Although I will struggle for facing it

This is really a high challenge

This semester I cannot fully concentrate in my lecture class

This should not be mine

I also don't know what happen to me

When the exam is just around the corner

I begin study very hard

Is that too late for me?

But many assignment need for deal

And I am the leader for the last two assignment

There are too much stress for me

I scare the failure will happen again

I am not afraid

I am purposely to face it

I am really need my teammates help

I am not a genius

I always lose

Lose in love,academy,personality

Causing me do not have the confidence to face it again especially the L.O.V.E

So I already decide to close file

But all of you cannot say my expectation is too high

That is me

And I now want just be single

Ever and ever